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Sunday, March 25, 2007

À la recherche du temps perdu..


For a long time I used to go to bed early. Sometimes, when I had put out my candle, my eyes would close so quickly that I had not even time to say "I’m going to sleep.” And half an hour later the thought that it was time to go to sleep would awaken me; I would try to put away the book which, I imagined, was still in my hands, and to blow out the light; I had been thinking all the time, while I was asleep, of what I had just been reading, but my thoughts had run into a channel of their own, until I myself seemed actually to have become the subject of my book: a church, a quartet, the rivalry between François I and Charles V. This impression would persist for some moments after I was awake; it did not disturb my mind, but it lay like scales upon my eyes and prevented them from registering the fact that the candle was no longer burning. Then it would begin to seem unintelligible, as the thoughts of a former existence must be to a reincarnate spirit; the subject of my book would separate itself from me, leaving me free to choose whether I would form part of it or no; and at the same time my sight would return and I would be astonished to find myself in a state of darkness, pleasant and restful enough for the eyes, and even more, perhaps, for my mind, to which it appeared incomprehensible, without a cause, something dark indeed.


Marcel Proust

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

darkness is mostly the way to witness the truth my dear friend..

Anonymous said...

some of the decent cretics consider the Bruste`s " search of the lost times "; as one of the alltimes BOAREST works.. thats a petty to spend all this effort and amelioration and then summerized in a one cruel word
what do you think?
Salut alaa
Magdy ElShafee

KAM said...

أنا متضامنة معك لحبك لهذا الكاتب